Hostage of Paradox
MEMOIR / HISTORY / VIETNAM
ISBN: 978-1-936332-37-3
ePub: 978-1-936332-33-5
490 pages, $18.95
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Hostage of Paradox: A Memoir

FALL 2012!

A profound odyssey of a young college graduate who enlists in the military to avoid being drafted, becomes a Green Beret Airborne Ranger, and is sent to Vietnam where he is plunged into high-risk, deep-penetration operations under contract to the CIA—work for which he was neither specifically trained nor psychologically prepared, yet for which he is ultimately highly decorated.

Highly classified, long-range interdiction and assassination missions (of which very little is known to this day), leave Moore in profound isolation, sometimes in a country where he is officially not supposed to be, far from timely rescue and knowing that the information he's risking to retrieve is at best redundant, and that each time his team is sent out, carrying no identification and wearing clothing made in China, their lives are considered anonymous and officially expendable.

His life in the cloying embrace of the jungle, where even the prettiest flowers are poisonous, becomes a paradoxical labyrinth: the hard-learned language of the jungle's sounds speaks equally to both sides, the verdant canopy acts both as cover and a hazard enabling the enemy to work in close; the missions are given as important, yet the war is pointless. Moore survives his combat assignments by the thinnest measure of improbabilities. But survives he does.

Upon his return, he seeks sanctuary in a Scottish monastery and then works as a rock drill operator in a large industrial gold mine in Canada, and ultimately a career in television and film.


ABOUT THE AUTHOR

John Rixey Moore is a veteran actor for television (Falcon Crest; One Life to Live; The Young and The Restless; The Bold and, The Beautiful), feature films (Clear and Present Danger; A Home of Our Own; Executive Decision) and has been the on-camera announcer in some 500 network commercials. He competed internationally for several years in the 1980s on the US Bobsled team, served as boat tune-up crew and sail advisor for the America's Cup races in the '70s and has flown his Beech Bonanza across the US some twenty-three times.

John can be seen from time to time on The History Channel being interviewed on the crop circle phenomenon and on the subject of UFO's. An amateur historian, he enjoys walking ancient sites in Europe and maintains an extensive collection of antique books and household displays of medieval weapons.


EXCERPTS FROM THE BOOK

"By the seventh day, we were exhausted from the unremitting nervous pressure and were all getting low on food. The radio hung on my back with the weight of another person. My pants were badly torn, having given out at the knees, and I had to tie them to my legs to keep them from flapping. The oppressive risk, the knowledge that we were expendable, and my nagging suspicion that we might even be engaged in a deliberate sacrifice, had built until it became a living presence with substance and dimension of its own.

"Finally, there came a moment, a quick stirring of awareness, when I knew instinctively that we had passed the delicate balance point between pressing on and survival. Despite a certain provisional adjustment to the growing imminence of doom, my questions about the decisions that lay behind this assignment had grown into scrupulous anger. I just picked a moment and signaled that we were done."


REVIEWS

Some men lead an exciting, stimulating life of high adventure. John Rixey Moore has somehow packed at least three of these lives into one. —Andy Shrader, writer of the Antarctic feature film script, Ice Men

An epic tale.—Brian Williams, producer

John Moore takes you on a ride that grabs you and does not let you go.—David Hadley, actor, China Beach, and, Quantum Leap

A compelling story told with extraordinary insight, disconcerting reality, and engaging humor. A most amazing saga!—Ron Russell, author, Don Carina: World War II Heroine

John captures his endlessly terrifying journeys through multiple reconnaissance missions in Vietnam by putting you into his own intimate experience, with sensory descriptions more realistic than virtual reality, perfectly seasoned with deep thoughtfulness, a disarming wit, and an unexpected charm. —Roy Samuelson, actor

Moore plunges us deep into the jungles of Southeast Asia as we walk, crawl, and sweat with him on excruciatingly dangerous missions, just hoping to get back alive! The mind-expanding discourse about life on the edge, the emotional tension it engenders, and the places it takes you, shows what a compelling writer he is. —Cliff Potts, actor, Once an Eagle; Silent Running; and, Wild Hearts

Intensely personal and perceptive. You'll never forget this book! —Leon Logothetis, host, producer, best-selling author, Amazing Adventures of a Nobody

John Moore fills this memoir with craft, immediacy, and authenticity. Simply the best Vietnam narrative I have ever read.—Tony Perri, Producer